Spider Web Shadow

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Darkness descending impending self doubt
I scream and I shout but it won’t let out
Run but can’t hide from my mind
Bide for time payback is in kind
Running in circles frantic finds
Memories locked semantic rewinds
Bed sheet skies whispering lies
Daily retries weakening goodbyes

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Depression Path

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Losing interest in your interests
It’s a warning sign you no longer feel fine
Empty and numb got you feeling dumb
Depression may have you under the thumb

Self hating continually cries out in the night
Dabble in drink and drugs with silent shrugs
Self medicating trying to keep it out of sight
Struggles the morning after the night before
Depression can rip you apart to the core

Hopelessness and despair no surprise life isn’t fair
It gets even worse when you no longer care
But dare to go outside find someone to confide
Lack of confidence have you trying to hide
You probably have depression by your side

Suicidal spikes penetrating your thoughts
Every action you take feels for nought
Lonely mirror hanging upon my wall
Why is it that I constantly feel so small
Depression it can be oh so cruel

No need to suffocate in silence
It doesn’t make you feeble or weak
You are not meek it is a evil streak
Seek help and stand tall in defiance
Depression can be defeated if it’s treated

A Case Of Stigma Sickness

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Sanctimonious stigma sickness is screwing me
Mental awareness illness in a field of sheep
Car alarms radio bleeps phone staring shuffling
Sorrow filled blissful ignorance cheap tricks
Broken arm quick fix scrapheap mental condition
Monetary decision dream escape visions
Hearts locked in the recovery position
I never thought I’d be locked in this mental prison