Shut Eye Silent Cry


Sleep an elusive bedfellow
It is stalking me at sunrise
These haunting shadows of despair
Chanting hymns of desperation
A cacophony of frantic cries
Drowning all hope and aspiration


Silent Shout


Silent struggle you can see it in the eyes
The silent sorrow of one hiding lies
Wishing away tomorrow day after day
A scream without any sound
Closemouthed cry heaven bound
A whisper that makes a murmur
The voice devoid of any fight
A whimper barely audible through the night
The pain of shattered glass
Too many pieces to pick up

A lonely lost little lamb
In a field of nightmares
No matter how far you run
You cannot escape yourself
Your healths a loaded gun
Get to your feet try to move on
Let your hair down have some fun
But every time you see a mirror
Your face you cannot hide
From those silent sorrow filled eyes

Suffocating On My Soliloquy


I’ve been to the lowest low
down deeper than the deep blue
drowning in the depths of despair
from that view life isn’t very fair

suffocating on my soliloquy
suffocating on my soliloquy

A million voices a million minds
chanting simultaneously subconsciously
animosity of my animal brain
constantly draining its a strain

suffocating on my soliloquy

live a life of shame
debauchery to mask the misery
to you it may be history
but its my past present and future
because no matter how hard I try
I’m suffocating on my soliloquy